If

if you can keep your head when all about you
are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
if you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
but make allowance for their doubting too;
if you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
or being hated, don't give way to hating,
and yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:


if you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
if you can make one heap of all your winnings
if you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,

if you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
if you can meet with triumph and disaster
and treat those two impostors just the same;
if you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
and stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

and risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
and lose, and start again at your beginnings
and never breathe a word about your loss;
if you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
to serve your turn long after they are gone,
and so hold on when there is nothing in you
except the will which says to them: 'hold on!'

' or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch,
if neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
if all men count with you, but none too much;
if you can fill the unforgiving minute
with sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
yours is the earth and everything that's in it,
and - which is more - you'll be a man, my son!

by rudyard kipling

Hablum Minallah

Demi cinta Mu ya Allah
Pada Umat dan Nabi mu
Ampunilah dosa ku
Wujudkan Harapanku.

Sepenggal lirik dari hadad alwi, buat hati terasa terenyuh.
Saat denger, menangis seketika.

Bukan karena penyanyi atau hal komersil laiinnya,
tetapi karena kerinduan ku kepada Baginda Rasul Muhammad
setiap kali denger nama itu, langsung bergetak hati

Terimakasih Allah
karena semua atas hari ini,
walau smua masih terasa tidak adil,
walau masih tercipta kesenjangan di setiap aspek kehidupan,
walau setiap orang masih terus berharap akan sebuah negeri utopis,
tetapi kita semua mengetahui bahwa cinta kasih akan menyatukan kita semua.

No doubt about it

Aku berterima kasih atas setiap penghargaan dan nikmat yg Allah berikan
Setiap hembus nafas yg masih bisa di hirup tanpa satu sen pun untuk dibayar.

Jadi apapun yang ku rasakan
Mengadahkan tangan,
Kecil,
dan berucap dalam hati,
apapun itu.

Ketika dirasa manusia pun tidak bsa membantu menyelesaikan segala permasalahan yg ada,
maka satu2 nya jalan yaitu Tuhan, Allah.
Satu cinta ku tetap akan bertambah setiap harinya,
Satu cinta ku tetap akan terus bertambah jika umur ini msh berjalan.

Terimakasih Muhammad telah menjadi pembawa cinta
DariMu aku belajar banyak hal,
bahwa islam selalu menerapkan cinta kasih, dan fleksibel dalam segala hal,
menjadi pemimpin di saat apapun,
dan seketika dapat berubah menjadi seorang ayah, suami, sahabat, dan teman yang mendekati sempurna, Subhanallah :)

Ya Allah,
Apapun yang ku tuliskan tak akan mampu mengungkapkan kebesaran dan keEsaan mu
Ya Allah,
Apalagi yang harus aku tulis,
Ketika air mata ku terus mengalir saat harus menyebut nama mu
Ketika tak ada yg mampu membasuh nya selain diriMu
Ketika rasa rindu berjumpa pada mu
Ketika rasa rindu berjumpa kepada Muhammad
Hanya diriMu yang benar2 paham akan diriku,
Bahkan diriku sendiri tak begitu mengerti tentang "diriku"

Sudahlah, hanya aku dan Allah yang hanya mengerti bagaimana hubungan kami
apapun itu, oranglain tak perlu mengetahui bagaimana hubungan antara Tuhan dengan UmatNya.

the opposite things

I see all these images to be white and bright
see many creatures that i dont know before
everything going into light

every time I see the vision
I would meet with the parents,
well he was an old man
which always leads me, with the ability n sense for another irrational things

okay i will start it for the first time !
the journey from a person who neglected and even scorned by her environment

---

My body suddenly felt light-headed
i dont really know how to breath normally
THE THING that i know on that time is
There was a guarding me, he's keeping my mind focused with what Ive see

when i move my feet
I knew that it was not a place that I like
even people wont like it
My heart beating
n i feel so hot
it was very very hot, and I did not enter the place
there are 2 guards guarding each corner of the side
the left n the right one.
the colors that I use in my life, was in there
red and black, the most dominant color !
I was scared and felt so miserable around that place, n im sure for this !
I started to cry when I hear from there something that I do not know what it is!
strange sounds !

whatever

my body instantly flew into another dimension
remain with the same person
another me n u !
and we visited a place called heaven
its extremely beautiful
though we have not entered,
but the fragrant smell are perceived from a considerable distance
just like the hot place
it has 2 guardians
but they're look so friendly
even thy didn't talk any word.

What I get from being in two different places.
With all the uniqueness that all people want and do not!
that everyone have to want it, really!
even i cant say anything
Just one word.
subhanallah
It is a miracle, and no one can determine whether we are included in the group left, right, black, white, good or bad.

according to my sides,
the facts are where a case was believed by lot of people
otherwise, it is believed by minorities arent more than of fantasy ...
WTF !

i dont really care about what people said
n doesnt believe in other sense of dimension !


ITS NYMPHORIA baby :-*